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Cousins had their way with me
December 24, 2025
Dear Pastor,
This is the first time I am writing to you. I am 17 years old and I am feeling very nervous and scared over what I got involved in.
I was staying at my uncle's house and I had to sleep on the same bed with two of his daughters who are one year older than me. They are twins. While we were in bed talking, these girls started to feel me up and play with my penis. They mocked me and told me that I did not have much and I would not be able to satisfy any girl with such a small penis. We laughed and carried on. But the girls wouldn't stop. Both of them told me that they have had sex and they asked me if I have had sex. I told them that I have a girlfriend who did not consider my penis to be too small.
These girls held me down in the bed. I could not bawl out because the neighbours would have heard me. My uncle and his wife had gone out. One time when they started to masturbate me and I told them to stop, they said if I ever said a word, they were going to tell my uncle that I tried to rape them. These girls are my real pretty cousins that I never thought would take advantage of me. When they masturbated me, I discharged, but they continued to play around with me. Both of them took turns in climbing on top of me and having sex with me. I was helpless.
The following night, they set out for me again and both of them had sex with me again. I am so scared because I am wondering if I got any of them pregnant. Do you think God will forgive me for having sex with my cousins?
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Dear Writer,
Your uncle should not have allowed you to share the same bed with his daughters. That is carelessness, and these girls were very much out of order.
They were accustomed to having sex and what made it worse is that you told them that you have had sex before. When they looked at the small penis that you have, they probably felt that it couldn't do any damage to them. It is too late to be fretting whether you got any of these girls pregnant. Anyhow, it won't be too long before you find out.
Pastor
